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Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Wednesday Dec. 8, 2010

Have you ever stood behind a wall and wondered why you cant see?
Was there a time when you looked in the mirror and realized all that you have never seen ?
I had an epiphany
It amazes me that I have been able to go through life so blindly
I broke down for a short while when I realized my own level of disrespect
My heart cried out and the unthinkable process has been laid before me

Have you ever truly felt ugly?
An ugliness which resonates inside
And sits in you like an unborn child

It was my ephiphany that showed me the specks of dirt
Residing in my soul from years of gravel loving
An epiphany which told me
How much I don't know the real me
Rinsed my eyes so I could see
I had an ephiphany
A camera that dropped in my spirit
And showed me how my words have been vomited
At my own doorstep
I am unclean
I had an epiphany
i've been living in a hole
where my soul
is not growing
Where the horrid reality of who I have allowed myself to become
Stared right back at me naked and ashamed
she wondered how I didn't see it all along
she wondered how was i ever going to love her now
She had an epiphany
Where she told me to shed tears
But I couldnt because my fears
Consume how I really feel
We had an epiphany
that we are lost
Her loss of love shown clearly in her eyes
We stood there watching each other
Her i.v. of hope dripping dry

Together, we had an epiphany
waiting for its meaning
so hopefully our lives can begin

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